Monday, August 25, 2014

Jimmy appreciation post ❤

When I’m with you, I act differently. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don’t have to pretend everything is okay when it’s really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don’t feel hurt and alone when I’m with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You’re easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don’t have to worry about holding back with you. I don’t feel self conscious. I don’t ever feel insecure or sad. you show me that you really do care, and you’re not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you I’m different. With you, I’m happy. 

He is my other eyes, my other ears. He is the part of me. He has told me a thousand times over that I am his reason for being by the way he rests against my leg, by the way he wiggle wiggle his tail at my smallest smile, by the way he shows his hurt when I leave without taking him *probably cause Jimmy is such a sweet heart to everybody. When I am wrong, he is delighted to forgive. When I am angry, he clowns, roll over, make teary eyes stare, just to make me smile. When I am happy, he is joy unbounded. When I am a fool, he ignores it. When I succeed, he brags. With him, I am all-powerful. He is loyalty itself. He has taught me the meaning of devotion. With him, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. He has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. His head on my knee can heal my human hurts. His presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. He has promised to wait for me, whenever, wherever in case I need him. And I expect I will, as I always have. 

Dearest Jimmy, if I had known that on that day our time was near the end.I would have done things differently. I would have stayed right next to you deep into the night but I thought I’d see you in the early morning light. And so I said “Good night” to you as I walked in through the door never thinking of the time when I’d see you no more. But if I had known that on that day our time was at the end. I would have done things so differently, my forever friend. Please come back sweetheart, I miss you so much it hurts

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